she would smile and sing and love and cry and mourn and fear and hide
outstanding, i thought now, even baffled watching her cocoon
silk is costly and she lacked expenses
but she continued
and continued and continued and continued
until
the cocoon stopped
it was rare but the caterpillar could feel a metamorphosis approaching
so she closed all the blinds tacked curtainsβ edges settled in her corner swallowed by her covers relished in the darkness
and got on her laptop
a cocoon doesnβt always have to be bad. sometimes one needs to curl up and compress their existence, and sometimes the cocoon is content, yet suffocating, and normal, and unhealthy. i tend to go back and forth, and sometimes i complete the metamorphosis, but i then go back to my cocoon, and continue the process again