suicide I've thought about it. we all have in different ways some of us wonder why some of us wonder if we should some of us attempt and some of us do suicide am I really the selfish one? I just want this ******* pain and loneliness to end? maybe you're selfish because you want me to go on so YOU don't have to feel the pain suicide how often do you call your friends and loved ones? do they call you? you can have friends and feel alone if you're the one who's always reaching out. maybe they'd call if they really knew. maybe they'd ignore you cause your sadness makes them uncomfortable. suicide it sure can look tempting when you feel all alone, unwanted undesireable like you don't belong and never will suicide maybe if we reached out more, tried to understand instead of shaming, ignoring or invalidating pain and struggles maybe we could prevent suicide
written after a friend of a friend committed suicide and my friend was asking why. I don't know his reason but I DO why why do many do and I don't want people to ask why after the fact. I want them to understand before it gets there