I wait (selfishly) For my sunflowers to grow. After a long winter, watching sunlight dappled on dancing leaves that once shuddered to the beat of (Wind, Rain, Perpetuity) Nature in motion. I spy (patiently) at the sprouts and seedlings, Willing them- Asking for the sixteenth time From the back seat (my couch) Are we there yet? Taking offence at the steady dripping cadence of time, Forgetting the lessons I buried in the early spring.