Internally I blame self-consciously self-inflict imaginary damage to lower my bright soul into a box externally unconsciously making my body sick blaming other elements around me as seasons change
When I think about it, I replay your words I shouldn’t have to answer to knowing truthfully I did nothing wrong to make you think I’m untrustworthy or that I’m a threat. But because guilt exist, It causes me to think I actually did you wrong.