Humanity is your ability to feel, It's you're ability to think. To experience love, To live for someone else.
It's one's ability to feel empathy, To experience a myriad of emotions. That it what it is to be Human. But what about me?
I don't feel happy, I don't feel empathy. I've forgotten the warmth of love. I survive for myself.
My happiness left with my family. My love left with a divorce. My empathy left with the first shot. Am I still Human?
Can i still be Human If all I can feel is hatred. Can I still be Human If all I have is anger.
Can I still be Human if I only experience is pain. With all that I have become, Am I still considered Human?
This has been on my mind for a while now. Between the things I had to do while deployed, to losing the family i built with the woman i loved, to being forced back into the pit of poverty that i was raised in after working my *** off. It's been 4 years since i lost everything.