"The echo of shame,
the voice inside my head,
The need for love,
the insecurity.

Cutting me down,
to the fourteen year old girl,
the Father Figure criticizing me.

Go on –  
through the darkest night,
cause I know inside
the answer’s here in me.

There’s blood on my soul,
for speaking out my pain,
perpetuating hurt in family.

My mother in me –  I cannot explain,
My need for love from her
will never wane.

Go on –  
the shadowboxing fight
disappears when all the
music’s here in me.
Like an oracle
the music’s here in me.
and I thank you God
for music here in me.

Go on –  
the shadowboxing fight
And I’ll heal with understanding,
And I’ll deal with patient loving,
And I’ll make it
cause the music’s here in me."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kCnAsCQkScQ
she is singing
❤