I was never good at avoiding pain It is what comes from placing faith And why I do something so vain When I can't know that there is ground beneath I can't tell you, but I can recount How my days are nothing until I hear from you, and then I count Another age until you will Show me something I think is love. I don't know what makes me depend On knowing this; perhaps I could dream of Stopping and do it, too, but rend My heart in three rather than that I Should let your claim upon me die.