On scraps of paper strewn about the house, I catch a glimpse of your handwriting and it resurrects you from the dead.
Amongst the living, I can hear your whistle as it echos in the hall and I remember how I thought that, 'one day, you would make a good dad'.
Amongst the living, I forget for a moment that you’re thirsty for my blood. and that dust now gathers in the spaces where the blood used to flow.
Amongst the living, I forget for a moment that you’re haunting me. That you’re still here but I can’t speak to you.
That your corpse still lies in the next room Still. Tv blaring, The smell lingers and it’s getting bad. my phone lights up with your name
and I jump.
Amongst the living, I remember that you’re only broken. I can see your smile in my mind’s eye, Your freckles and how I used to count them. I wonder now how much time I’ve spent staring at your face and how I knew our baby would have those eyes too. primal, astral, ancestral, blue.