sure I already loved nature before, how could I not? with the glorious world around us a literal fairytale outside our windows.
but something after you said those words, made the rain look extra special in the light that night, it was as though your words flipped a switch, and now everything seemed so pretty.
I was still frightened of everything, but my focus was no longer on my fear, but on a feeling of glee, and I felt so free, even nothing had truly changed for me.
I think that new possibilities bring fear, but also excitement and confusion. Just trying to take things one day at a time.