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no more fixing bindra no more fixing pramod i will no longer tend to the dumpster fire that is their ego the little things they do still pulls the strings of my heart you want my will to be your puppet and i want yours to be mine whatever makes you feel "safe" whatever makes me feel "safe" is whatever makes us in control you are as broken as you have broken me i no longer want to fix you i want you to respond to my every demand i want to manipulate you like you have manipulated me i no longer want to destroy such evil i simply want to turn the tables i want to restore balance and give myself room to breathe because lord knows i'd be a better tyrant than you i'm on my villain arc (setting boundaries) biting at the hand that feeds me because I was supposed to be the baby! you were supposed to baby me! when all i did was baby you! i wanted to be your baby i wanted to be your baby so bad but look at what you do to babies i am no alchemist i cannot turn monster into human simply, i can keep it under control a muzzle to the rabid dog your words bite into my heart as i bite into your arm if it bleeds, i wonder if you'll think when you stare at the wound
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violetstarlights
17 / Gender Fluid / somewhere
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Written by
violetstarlights
17 / Gender Fluid / somewhere
Published
Jul 20, 2022
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#abuse#parents#trauma#sad#depressing#manipulation
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