again, i hang my head in shame a victim of my own impulse burning every last good thing i have i dont deserve any peace of what i have the god of destruction laid its home in my chest & has ceased to loosen its hold on me i built the universe only to be afraid of everything honest & real i have spread my fingers over the land only to embolden the wicked & punish the good i have betrayed any trust you have laid in me & tonight i know it ends because again, i hang my head in shame knowing i will break your heart with nothing but the truth i am a victim of my own impulse which must mean i am no victim at all...