well yeah man, it's like- you take a drag, inhale. your eyes sink and i watch your lips part slightly and let out a trail of smoke but your words get lost in my mouth because i sit up and kiss you it's sort of slow and feverish and i climb in your lap and chase it automatically like a moth to a flame twisting i almost smile, i lick your teeth -like this ? i not quite growl you forgot everything but this moment but you nod anyway and i see some indescribable want or need some days i can't tell the difference i guess i like you like me i watch you sit and smoke every breath you seem a little farther when you're done you grab me pull me away into your room i lie on the bed and taste incense you look back as music plays then join me silently and pull me on top i rest over you like a misshapen blanket and you get too hot you look so far gone deep out in space floating somewhere under me your eyes glazed and our thighs it must feel so great to be treated like this someone to keep you safe and do anything you say and selfishly i tried making you mine but your and my bruises healed sometimes i wish they had stayed