perfumed delusion, unruly exclusion time bombs ticking and toking vibrant illusions, visual pollution cutting all the ribbons and strings you tried to tie me up in, you tried to rub the salt in to my many many wounds I felt so lonely in crowded rooms crowded stadiums, your eyes never met me once I was too nervous to confront your fronts shy away from topics that we needed to discuss performing necromancy trying to keep this dead love up checking the pulse, it's so gone now we are both adults, you remain disavowed