It’s strangely busy around the deathbeds, as well it’s my last nightshift of the year. I try to make no noise, can you hear me? Push my hand, if you can, move a limb. Your breath is so slow, please keep going, monitors flash in time with the ventilator. I’ll control the pupils, I know it’s blinding. No one goes with their sparkling old eyes, we are usually fading before we are dying.