Written spells and locked doors. Mental dispels and cursed flaws. Aching tensions and delusional illusions. Illusive dreams and paths to explore. Wide awake, like a bat... My mind is on high alert, it never goes to sleep. Constant mental chatter, an over-active mental state. It is eternal and I live in the misery and learn to control it. Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't. My mind is it's own person, it's own monster. It opposes different ideologies, beliefs, and conflicts, into one. I question my mind and talk to myself like a mad clown. Conversating in my own form.
Boundless amount of wit and seedless unpleasant jokes. Dark and uncensored, explicit and provocative. A ***** tongue with **** lips to make you want to play with me more.
But am I really what you desire? Or have you created your own storm. Do I reflect you? Or do you just reflect yourself through me.
Smile through the misery, you can't die with a serious face. Stitch up the corners and pull it up high so you never have to cry again. Maybe I am you, or maybe I am just suffering through my own madness. Maybe my madness has become someone else. My actions of contradictory displays. But you love me though...