Go crazier and crazier the longer you stay Cry all night Sleep half the day You remain by side throughout the upheaval You are capable of delivering me from evil Something is not right between us Cannot place my finger On the imperfection The air of frustration lingers So I am caught in between your feelings and my own Thoughts collide within Creating cyclone Moving in mind with force Trail of mayhem in it's wake Causing already hurting head to violently throb and ache As I ponder what to do time tumbles out of my hands My reflexes are too slow to catch before it lands Clock is never on my side whether I turn left or right No matter which way I examine Predicament not black and white Waiting for next error so I have a good excuse The longer it takes the more I ask myself "What is the use?" You deserve to be with somebody equally devoted Why the truth I'm telling you is not sugar-coated I wish you would come to this conclusion without my aid You are simply too optimistic I'm afraid I hate doing this to you but I feel it is more fair Being straightforward with you than to leave you unaware Your heart may feel broken It will only be for awhile Promise that without me you'll again learn how to smile
Written in may but if I had known he was just using me I wouldn't have been so concerned about his feelings...