you're beautifully tainted and flawed

I love you
for reasons I can't say

I wonder how you got inside my heart
I never let you inside

maybe this is love
wish it was stronger
it's weak and falling apart

you're telling me to give up
I wish I could leave you

are we only together and happy
in a fantasy

you're all I want
but that is not enough

I wish I knew what words to say
so you can stay

will anything change your mind

it hurts to know I can't love you

hurts to know
you will leave

you cut me
before I could ever bloom