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Benita Staebell McCartney
Poems
May 2021
Grieving me
All along I
was grieving
me,
I thought
I was grieving
our love.
I was trying
to find me
But I am
still healing
because of
the abuse,
I'm still
terrified
of marriage
I'm
terrified
of being
controlled.
I'm terrified
of life some
days,
So lately old
wounds have
resurfaced.
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I thought I
was healed from
these wounds.
I do want to heal
from this because it
still scares me as
it's hard for me to
trust.
I still feel trapped
in a cage in marriage
I know it's the bad I
went through it scares
me and it's normal to
feel that way.
Marriage isn't
supposed to
feel like your
trapped at all.
Keep me in your
prayers and others
like me that struggle
with this today because the struggle is real.
Healing trapped
still healing marriage
terrifies me because
it wasn't a marriage
it was control and
abuse emotional
abuse I write to
heal.
#abuse
#emotionalabuse
#abuseawareness
Written by
Benita Staebell McCartney
F/Iowa USA
(F/Iowa USA)
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