i want to pretend i dont care, that watching you be happy with someone else doesnt makes my heart shatter. Call me selfish but i wish you were not because maybe in that way you would come back to me, to us. But then reality hits me and its that you are there with her and im here trying to find you in another person.
Overcoming the pain your absence left has been a challenge but eventually i started doing it. My days have become bright, i can see far away a tiny light at the end of my tunnel. Its gonna take me time to get there but at least now the impossible seems more possible.