I love the control of painting my forearm with swollen ribbons imprinted on skin. They tingle when hidden begging to be exposed to sparkles of a sun. Like the little creature living inside my heart. A nightingale with daggers for wings slicing into my liver singing her song which goes “the end – the end is coming, – the end – the end is near.” And I’ll hold her close at dawn singing our song; just two kindred spirits waiting to die alone.
when I think about my future, I see blood. But mostly, it's just...dark. pretty ******* horrible imo