I'm so sorry if most of this doesn't come out how I want it to. But it's almost been a year and I so need you to hear what I'm feeling, so here goes nothing. You know you're always in my head and I could always go to church, but you deserve my confession instead. I never want another pair of hands to hold me like you hold me. And I don't ever want to laugh the way I do with with you with someone new. I want the stupid fights and sleepless nights where we just stay up talking about nothing, because to me that's everything. Because to me, you are everything. I want to share your bed where we can both share what's in our head. And make a home that's just for us, God I need you to hear all this because I love you more than anything and no matter what tomorrow brings, I'll still love you more than anything.