Am I in love
Again
Am I though really
Again
Don't I ever learn
That love doesn't mean
Infatuated with someone
That I am only living in a dysfunctional cycle
Of constant painful emotions
Forever getting over the jealousy
Again..
That I am not what they want
And that's okay
I should be okay with that
Why do I fight so hard to be the one
It never works out that I am the one
I am the one I guess
The one that is temporary
On the path to the rest of their lives
And I should be content to see them at their best
And wish them well
I am not what they want
And that's okay
I'm in love again
My brain says
My heart pounds in morse code
Full stop.
Future me I am so sorry
For the pain I caused you
Cry as much as you want for lost "love"
Another is on the way.
Again