"I'm not going to win. So why should I even try?" That's what you've been telling yourself so when the bullies try to hurt you, you won't cry. I've been down that road a couple times. Told myself a thousand lies. Felt my soul die a little more every time. Then one day, someone showed me the way. When I looked to see where I'd come from, I saw a sign with instructions. It said "this way to self destruction."