These days I'm not alone, but holding your hand wont fix me, arms around you cant keep me whole laying by your side doesnt stop the bleeding. Some scars cut too deep go straight through me. And I'll never feel truly whole enough for the beautiful people in my life. Wishing I wasnt still so empty at 2AM when thoughts creep in. While all I want is to give you the stars, and be the best man I can be, and while you think I am I'm not sure and you dont see.
I dont feel like i deserve the happiness im feeling or the people here for me. Sometimes i dont feel i deserve this or any life. Happy New Years