Dec 2020
I see the pieces in you that keep you away
Reflecting off your silent speech
The color jade in blue green
Glass stripping innocence
Produces a passion flower flavor dripping
In my mouth
Taste buds gone raw
I tried to protect a mask
with a sharred imagination
A wild sunspun refraction strips me down in light strips
Light strips
form
laser electric prisms
Turn me inside out
That’s when the light comes on
So let me
Take them off already
Where are you sun?
I want you to know me
I wanted to know you so bad
But the real me saved who you knew
Who you thought you knew when we first met that night
Dark and still
Inside the insides of your filthy car
stark leather streaked
Unfiltered cuts
I was keyed in
My intuition pure
The front seat
Headlights falsified
F your own self and *******
Until you sink into sinner’s sleep
That’s a lot of hidden pain
to carry inside a heart burning body
Unconscious to the crisp
Reflecting off your silent speech
The color jade in blue green
Glass stripping innocence
Produces a passion flower flavor dripping
In my mouth
Taste buds gone raw
I tried to protect a mask
with a sharred imagination
A wild sunspun refraction strips me down in light strips
Light strips
form
laser electric prisms
Turn me inside out
That’s when the light comes on
So let me
Take them off already
Where are you sun?
I want you to know me
I wanted to know you so bad
But the real me saved who you knew
Who you thought you knew when we first met that night
Dark and still
Inside the insides of your filthy car
stark leather streaked
Unfiltered cuts
I was keyed in
My intuition pure
The front seat
Headlights falsified
F your own self and *******
Until you sink into sinner’s sleep
That’s a lot of hidden pain
to carry inside a heart burning body
Unconscious to the crisp
I dealt with you and you never knew how well.
You thought you had me manipulated or mistaken, so no amount of gaslighting or emotional brain washing, yes, that’s what it is called, could disable me from my own perseverance to evolve and make it out stronger and more invigorated to live every dream and vision more acutely then I ever had in my life. And I did. I am. Your false puppetry could not keep up or dissuade me from my purpose and my intuition to remake the evolution of my life. Cheers to being happier than ever imagined. Because I made the unhealthy a part of the journey to bring out what I needed to grow and love that much more compassionately at a time when I thought I knew what love was.
Love is loving yourself through it all and believing in the faith to transcend that wholly onto another; into your right one.
The best has come.
Resilience taught me that.
And that everyone must surely be my teacher.
You thought you had me manipulated or mistaken, so no amount of gaslighting or emotional brain washing, yes, that’s what it is called, could disable me from my own perseverance to evolve and make it out stronger and more invigorated to live every dream and vision more acutely then I ever had in my life. And I did. I am. Your false puppetry could not keep up or dissuade me from my purpose and my intuition to remake the evolution of my life. Cheers to being happier than ever imagined. Because I made the unhealthy a part of the journey to bring out what I needed to grow and love that much more compassionately at a time when I thought I knew what love was.
Love is loving yourself through it all and believing in the faith to transcend that wholly onto another; into your right one.
The best has come.
Resilience taught me that.
And that everyone must surely be my teacher.
