ughH i hate hatE feeling lonely its like everything inside me is being suuuuuuuuuuucked out. and on top of that my motivation has g o n e d o w n the drain so even normal tasks are a struggle :( theselfpity is at an allll time low just seing others happy with their friends or just being active makes me feel jealous i just want someone to embrace me and tell me ethery things okay and i know im overacting but i cant help it;;;