It's getting bad again Snuck up unexpectedly Simple tasks leave me drained Won't sing to my favorite songs And the things that used to excite me Just leave me feeling numb. Laundry piling up Dishes in the sink Don't want to move Too tired to think. I have to try to push it down Been doing too well to backslide But I can't even mutter the words Or fake a smile to hide behind Doing the bare minimum To keep myself alive To satisfy my friends and family But what if one of these days That's not a good enough reason for me