- Hold me closer I feel like I'm losing myself I feel I'm getting colder As I grow older I realise my life has no order Or maybe it has I'm just not the controller - Hold me closer I feel my heart becoming colder I don't see the need to cry on someone's shoulder I write down my feelings hoping for some closure People think I do poetry for exposure Really I'm just trying to numb the pain And keep the tears away - Hold me closer For years I've been called a loser Now I'm stuck with the voices in my head I want them to shut up so bad Just so that I could go to bed - Lowkie®