four in the morning, the trees are breathing and i'm in sync. took me forever to start liking the side of my face but i'm doing it. the glow and the light that i see in my peripheral is a sign, it all feels like signs and this path i'm paving is mine. the sun hasn't come up but i smell the morning air, it's a mix of grass and nostalgia and safety. it's my mom waking me and my sisters up to go to my grandmas, it's church camp, it's garage sales and littlest pet shop and monster high and bratz. took me forever to start just Being and Living but i'm doing it. i've always liked the silence before we begin again, before we're born again.