I sit here by my window It’s slightly cracked The wind outside sounds frigid & the array of snowdrifts remind me of the weather from when I was a child. It’s crazy to think how the universe works with my being. I’m in a renewal stage in which I need to tend to my inner child & the world entices it. I miss the calm the silence I need to indulge in that more I felt childlike & awakened, tested, walking through those knee high snow drifts. It was exhilarating in a sense. Playing through those snow drifts on the rez as a child, it seemed like a treacherous wonderland. Now those words are each of there own.