I smile
I laugh
I function

Everything was in control
Living my life like I used to
Waking up every morning
Like a normal thing to do

Getting along with people around me
Doing my task as a person
I thought I was fine
Then it started,

I wake up feeling those emptiness
That made me want to go back to sleep
I distant my self from people
Losing my passion in an instant

Then every night,
Darkness has been my best pal
Anxiety never leave me
I don't know anymore what living a life is

The funny thing is,
I never knew I was bleeding
Until it kills me