crime scene love story my skin feels two things: your skin, and cold porcelain i’ll be quiet, i promise even as you’re tying me up with the vein you cut from my neck
all i wanted was for you to notice the blood under my nails, but you only saw the stains she left on your neck
i promise after tomorrow i will still be quiet, even as you crush my bones and dissolve them in tea
i am sorry that i mothered you, and that my mother never taught me how to love, or breathe air that didn’t contain you
if only my mother could see her daughter now, with her heart in your throat, and your arms turning her into rotten skin
tell her this is not a crime scene this is where we fell in love.