it's starting. A slight burn in my eyes. The tears, gathering. My heartbeat, irregular. My legs, weaken. My hands, tingle. it builds what do I do? should I try to fight it or will it be good for me to let it out? when will someone notice? is this all in my head? everything get's blurry. I feel nothing and I feel everything. the shaking begins. I start to mumble, audibly, though I try my best to fight it. the world get's muted, the voices yell louder.