it's the whisper of a weary goodbye caught in a sea of hellos the faintest touch against your lip from a manicured hand or one so callused it's fingertips rough as they glide on your skin it's that feeling of familiarity in a place so foreign where no one knows your name but you or who you are and when you wander around at night to stumble into your kitchen making the pots and pans rattle against each other it's the burning in your chest that goes down your throat and into your stomach birthing butterflies that flutter around it's the cold splashes of water on heated skin the tear stained pillowcases, the tear stained sweaters the near-bleeding red scratches of the night before and the deep blues and purples of a bruise and when you've had enough it's the mind-numbing ringing in your ears and the sudden wash of everything at once when you take those rose-tinted glasses off maybe it's love.