bitter

no one has ever loved me
in ways I dream of

no one has confessed
no one wants to die for me

I'm so bitter

I hate love

even if
I want to badly fall in love

no one has ever looked at me
saying
look at my world

I'm not handsome
not pretty

I don't smile
I don't frown

I'm just bitter

I don't dress nice
I don't really care

so bitter

love will never find me