COVID-19 It has changed all the lives it hasn’t yet claimed Too many deathbeds held souls in empty spaces Innocent, isolated individuals With their visitors crying in the hospital parking lot instead of their hospital room As if goodbye wasn't hard enough
It has changed the way we grow Children won't know how to share Instead they will have “disinfect” ingrained in their young brains Carrying hand sanitizer like a shield, a barrier against the germs Taught to fear others as though they’ll **** us themselves
It has changed the way we consume Online shopping to the point we don't remember what's in packages Spending money we don't have Sanitized carts and Purell at every entrance of the stores that have opened Grocery shopping sparks anxiety like never before
It has changed the way we love Zoom calls and FaceTimes are as connected as we can get The inability to remember what it feels like to be in another's arms We stand six feet apart, not knowing how to act Trying to read the millions of emotions held within each others eyes
It has changed how we dress Forgetting where you've placed your mask is just as bad as your keys Face covers scream isolation Smothering smiles, turning us all into faceless creatures But somehow the mere thought of the pandemic feels more suffocating
It has changed the way we exist Instilling a new fear into the next generation A new urgency in the medical field And overall, a new norm that makes unity unbelievably uncomfortable.