Back when she was younger she’d always craving for happiness as it was something glorious that she set it as her goals, as something that she need to achieve. She grow up blind, not seeing what she supposed to accept and let go, what she need to protect and hold into.

Now that she feels down, her feet no longer able to step to the ground, not able to swallow the turth of universe. She then deceive hersef, drowning her soul into a deep dark ocean of deadly illusion.