thoughts just slip away suddenly the whole world around me is spinning and i’m stuck behind an invisible glass pane i look down at hands that are now no longer my own lights are blinding, voices overwhelming demanding and persecutory everybody hates me, i need to hurt myself time is somehow suspended? i can’t control it screaming but nobody can hear me i know that they’re all out to get me running- not sure where apparitions of the future i’m dying the darkness engulfs