i've heard you talking to the stars. do your scars heal with their light? do they feel, compassionate and kind, your sorrow, and understand your blue life?
i've talked to them once cold as iced ice, they wasted my time.
i like talking to the grass, the flowers instead. they aren't dead, immortal or fire-red. they aren't wise, they just empathise. the trees, the green sometimes talk back and i listen like a child; the rustling leaves, the broken twigs.
but you look up! bored of the ground, you need their coldness, their empty shiny eyes.