ahead, red eyes glare through the dark as overhead, bulbs burn brighter than any star. great wheels roll and rumble, beneath and behind and the rattle and scrape of a hundred gears pulses away, relentless; unaware and unmoved by your restless writhing.
behind your eyes, that broken mind and bleeding heart beat on and on in stubborn time with some pretense of strength, but that's gone too, you fear.
outside, the frozen tundra sifts from white, to blue, to grey, until the austere sky reflects and swallows whole its solid self, leaving wisps of winter dancing in its wake.
how long now til familiarity fades and you might breathe some novel air and smile at the shapes and sounds of things you've never seen? those echoes everlasting might soon die, if only you could feel some promise below your feet; the world with all its weightlessness pushing back from underneath.
How can I escape this whirlwind of monotony? How do I become a better person?