some days, reality is suffocating so we turn inward and drown ourselves under the weight of our own thoughts and let our demons feed on our deepest insecurities we get so used to it that we donβt feel our bodies screaming in pain, craving for a taste of fresh air or even just a moment of stillness we forget we have arms and legs aching to swim across the sea we forget that our thoughts are merely soft clouds passing by because we are not our thoughts we are not our thoughts we are not our thoughts