How many times will I wash my face to feel satisfied with the work Ive put in? How many mirrors will I have to look in until I’m comfortable in my own skin? Will the weight of the world be lifted off if I start at the gym? Are all the troubles I face, a reflection of the **** that I am? Or no, are they just here? a constant reminder that if I interfere, I’ll just be more tired, more full of what I will fear, if I lose control of stopping....