there is always an awkwardness when you talk to a girl, why that happens? well maybe that's because its something, you have never learnt, you just stand there in front of the crush, trying to speak so much but so little comes out, and there she goes to the cooler ones, so you always blow the chance. this feeling," always thought she liked me too, lets talk to her, ask who she is into", this conversation will do you no good, as for you are the awkward one, no one would give a **** to! so yes, you should learn to talk, learn to respect, have a clear prospect, dont do anything sudden, not anything random, as for people are chosen on their hearts, and if yours is not the good one, ultimately you will be left with no one.