I really don't know why i feel myself breaking everyday,
Maybe i did something wrong in past due to which i have to pay.

I really don't know why my heart have restricted to spread it's vein,
I guess it got hurt so much and don't wanna feel that pain again.

I really don't know why your actions still bothers me today,
Maybe it's the attachment that we created within a few days.

I really don't know why hearing your name still breaks my heart into two,
But trust me i have tried so many times to get over you.

I really don't know why i suddenly starts to hate you sometimes,
Maybe i feel so betrayed not reclaiming the time when we had laughter filled with wine.

I really don't know why i still hope that someday I'll hear your voice,
Not for too long but it will atleast make me smile for a little while.

I really don't know if you ever gonna read this someday,
But if you did, don't be sad
As it's the only way that let my heart down a little less weigh.

P.S.- I still adore you the same!