It's like I'm shoveling up old hurt All these medications, they won't work Sitting in silence, trying to soul search It seems to be all over, looking for some closure Don't you wanna give the explanation I deserve? You moved on like nothing, seems to be doing fine But I'm stuck in time like I never recovered How's it even justice? when you hardly suffered My life is garbage, cursing you to have worse Ripping up your bandages, in pain you immerse Yes, I'm being a bad guy, justifying the hell you deserve Guess, this is my way of moving on, hitting a growth spurt