and even tho i knew your heart was endangered i kept ruining its beat anyways if i would've known i'm more than just a blurry memory i would've loved you more utterly but i always forget that the storm i have inside will be output some day, maybe tonight and i cannot let you near me again i'm sorry for how i've acted then but you must know now that i've not known how to tell you that i'm intoxicated by how you captivated my body and my soul that you did make both whole again