You want to spend every day with me Except for the two days that actually matter i wish you would wonder where I've been asked me if I'm okay asked me if I'm doing alright because someday you'll be too late You'll wonder why I did it You'll call me selfish for taking the scenic route You'll call me selfish for leaving you alone But what you've yet to realize That's what you've done my whole life That's how you treated me all day long When all I ever did was Love you unconditionally... so sorry I won't be there anymore but just know it's for the better because at least now someone cares for where I've been someone hits me up on the weekend At least they cared enough to ask And whoever said to hide your demons was lying Because they're the only ones who never let me go through it alone So sorry not really sorry And till we never meet again But that's just my thoughts manifesting slowly