For every kind of ailment I looked at you to cure my pain; No matter how crazy or far, I let you take reign. And right now I don't know what I've become or who I'm turning into; And it's impossible to figure out how I'll ever make it from here without you. But enough is enough and relief from a nightmare isn't a solution; Being so dependant on you was a mere illusion. And from here sobriety turns from vase to road; As I once again try to stray off from the ones who strive to corrode.