How do I explain the hurt?
The feeling of nothing and everything
Emptiness that sits in my chest
That somehow has a weight
And I can not get up
Or do anything about it
How is it possible for pain
To mix with numb
And become something so unbearable
I can not breathe
Air entering my lungs hurts
While I try to gasp to keep
This body alive that is so damaged
To match the mind
That seems to cling to hurt like a life source
The pain it cannot live without
It seems that good is foreign
In this head
Of sadness and suffering that sits alone
With its self