I was beginning to know who I am,
Or so I thought until now;
But now im thinking again
…..do I really know who I am?
I thought myself a good person,
Though this thought comes and goes;
But now im not so certain
Am I someone you should know?
I feel like im under performing,
Stupid, and over reacting;
As Coronavirus reached our shores
Perhaps everyone is over reacting
I look on at the rest of the world,
Most Countries affected 1st world;
For South Africa the danger is greater,
Yet others say we’re not in the world…
Do they now understand?
Or is it me being pathetic?
Im not mocking these countries
I know life must be hectic
But is it wrong to be worried?
Although our case load is small,
For with a huge *** burden
The case load surely wont stay small
Here people struggle each day,
The economy fails more and more;
Yet we need to pick up the pieces
We need to do this for all
This is not a time to be greedy,
Solidarity and compassion a must,
There wasn't any money before…..
But now finding it is a must…
Though numbers are low right now,
200 overnight to 750,
With densely populated areas of deep poverty
The spread must be contained immediately
Yes, the measures we’re taking are drastic,
But the worry and fear is real,
If this should enter our townships
Its too late…too many will fall ill
Our poor rural people are vulnerable
The mass communication campaign not accessible
What will happen to these people?
To forget about them is just cruel
I dont think its a time for mocking
Or laughing at us here in SA;
For if we don't act, the risk is far greater,
affecting millions, more than the UK
Sometimes I look forward to isolation
But not from the people here,
Rather from the ignorance online,
To help me keep things clear
No one even sees im stuck here,
Not that I wish to leave;
But just knowing people are unaware
…of the disruption here by this disease…
I have faith in the Country to act,
They have witnessed mistakes made by others,
Yet never once did we mock them
For these are people- our sisters and brothers
I care deeply for this country,
So distance myself I may;
From the cruel internet entirely,
….Thats all I have to say…
……………………..Nomkhumbulwa
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